Being human sucks. I know that it’s inevitable and we can’t really choose to be this way, but it really does suck. It’s like, things can never be going perfectly. Even if they feel like they are, pretty soon things crumble again. I hate that.
I hate that I can never be perfect. I hate that I always manage to fail or feel like a failure. I hate that as much as I want to please everybody and myself, I can’t.
But I love the fact that I know I have a God who is perfect.
Who I can rely on. Who will give me strength when I am weary. I love that I can rejoice in my weakness, because I can find my strength in Jesus. I want to be committed. I want to love Him with all my heart. I know how, It’s just so hard to execute my knowledge sometimes. I am trying, I really am. But despite my doubts, I am continuously trusting Him with everything.